Wednesday, January 28, 2009


So yesterday was the premiere of Baldwin Hills one knows this but Justin from Baldwin Hills used to be my secret lover..

For Real...He and I used to be together in my imagination. We'd take trips to the movies together and have candlelit dinners afterward. Then we'd do those things that I cannot speak of because this is just too public, LOL.

But I slowly but surely forgot about him for a minute until last night. I saw Justin on the screen and screamed. He is such a sexy man. Just watching him made my blood boil and my heart beat perfectly.

Ok, ok...let me stop and get to the point.

I wasn't sure what to expect from this third season of Baldwin Hills, but after last night I'm ready to watch every show that follows. It was that good. The show was filled with drama yet you could tell that every person had heart.

First off Stacey was probably the person featured least on the show, but her brief appearances still connected to the audience like no one else could. Stacey's situation was a situation that any mother or any woman wanting a kid could feel. No one dreams of losing child whether they are expecting the child or the child is already on this earth. I just hope that Stacey recovers from the pain she is feeling and it makes her a stronger person. seems she has been up and down and all around emotionally thinking and talking about Moriah and she might actually be getting over him this season. But I think she was right for reacting the way she did to Tyler. No woman wants to see her friend go out with her ex or even a guy that she just had a crush on.

Justin...well there's so much I could say about Justin...but all my hands will bring me to type is HE'S

Seiko...seems to be a fun girl and a great friend. Her relationships with Justin and Stacey reveal that.

Moriah... is Moriah, lol. Taht's all I can say. Okay, there's more. I would say he's wrong for going after his ex's friend but then again I know a lot of men that have done that. They really don't care. Other than that he's cool.

Tyler...she's new to the show but she really need to listen to everyone around her and learn FOM (Friends Over Men).

Trason..he's new to show too so I don't have much to say about him, except HE'S FINE!!! lol.

Etienne...she's new too and honestly I don't remember her. I'll have to watch last night's episodes again for her.

Aunjel...seems cool. She's still showing that she has her sister's back and because of that I can tell she is a great friend to her friends.

Aysia...well she must be a great person if Justin is feeling her.

Kenny is a go-getter. That party is a great example of how. His momma does not play either. I like her. She reminds me of my momma, although my momma would've killed me, no joke.

Tyrin...I don't remember Tyrin last night either which probably means I have to watch those episodes over again..

Overrall, I'm excited about this season of Baldwin Hills. I'm ready to see the familiar faces and get acquainted with the new faces.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


Today Barack Obama has officially become the 44th president of the United States of America. What a beautiful feeling it is to have our first African American president!!!

Just a year ago we were shouting YES WE CAN and now we really know that we did. There is so much unity across the nation today and it feels so good.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Tuesday, January 13, 2009


Today, January 13, 2009 as I look at my carton of milk I realize the expiration date is for today. There is nothing wrong with the milk. It smells fresh, tastes fresh, and can probably be used for a couple more days.


Thursday, January 1, 2009

IT'S A NEW YEAR (2009)

The above is my 2009 MOTTO

Although my second post was all about my past experience with men... this year I want to stop analyzing the past and go with whatever happens now is just how it is. I want to stop focusing on the mistakes I've made and only focus what the future has to bring.....Soooo no more analyzing the past for now.

One of the questions that really makes people think is "where am I going to be five years from now." Well, this year I don't want to focus on five years from now. I just want to get through this year as best I can. I know where I am right now and kind of have the end of the year planned also. That is good enough.

Feelings are hard to escape, but I want to feel with my heart more than my mind. If my heart is giving me a warning sign I want to listen to it. I don't want anyone to talk me out of how I feel. I want this year to be a year of following my heart. I hope that made sense.

Last but not least: "Whatever happens happens"
This year I want to have no regrets. If it happens it happens. There may be tears of joy. There may be tears from pain. Whichever one it is I just want to accept it and not regret it.

Earlier today I was watching a movie on Lifetime. I never caught the name of the movie, but the woman in the movie made a list of things she wanted to do before she turned 30. A month before her 30th birthday she realized she had not done anything on the list so she started working on it.
Like the woman in the movie I feel I need to make a list. I will probably make it a list of things I want to accomplish before the year 2009 is up. It will not be a list dealing with work because I feel that's all my life is as of this moment. I need to have more fun so the list will be a list of fun things to accomplish by the end of the year. I have not started because my mind is blank right this moment of what I want to do. But I will start soon. That will probably be what I next posts is about.

Soooo...until I start my list bye bye blog...