Tuesday, March 31, 2009

BREATHE EASY!!!!!






Sometimes I find it hard to breathe easy..

things aren't like they used to be....

fast paced, rushed....

hyperventalating cause I'm lost in traffic and trying to find my way to the end of the street...

and no turning back....

because in life you can't start over, just gotta keep going...

but aaaaahhhhhh..

I really don't know what I'm doing anymore..

cause for the first time teachers are really failing me....or did I earn that F???

Either way it's overwhelming, making me feel like I can't do it anymore...

cause my life just feels fucked up..

just like the lady in the play Blue said..

"Sometimes things are FUCKED UP"....

but this is my life...

and I gotta keep going...

gotta get back on track...

gotta get back to those A's....right now can't think straight...

but gotta get my mind right again...

too close to the end...

gotta get my breathing back on track..

can't deal with this bullshit feeling anymore...

or maybe this is how it will always be, happiness one step ahead of me...

so gotta find an excape..j

ust for an hour, minute, or even a second to get myself feeling a little better...

confidence, even if I don't feel it gotta figure out how to still wear it...

just one second where I'm not hyperventalating..

Just one second where I can take some time out, clear my mind, and breathe easily again...

just breathe easy cause our problems don't go away, we just learn how to deal with them..

breathe easy cause while I'm suffering others are probably feeling this same exact way...

breathe easy cause through all the stress it's the easiest thing to do...

breathe easy...

breathe in and breathe out...

That's what I plan to do....

Just breathe easy

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by Lashuntrice

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