Saturday, May 23, 2009


"One day you won't have to worry about that..."
"One day you'll have all the fun you want..."
"Things will get easier...."

UGH...I hate when people say stuff like that..
I hate that whole saying "Do what you have to do now so you can do what you want later."

I mean when are you really doing what you want?
In order to have food on the table, be able to pay rent, and pay for college I have to take out a loan. I want to eat, have somewhere to sleep, and have a better education but who said I wanted to take out loans that I will one day have to pay back to the government..

Oh yeah and I want to have fun. I want to travel all over the world but these stupid college expenses aren't allowing me to...Some say one day after college I will be able to do this, but how can anyone afford to this after college when they're trying to pay back college loans??? UGH

What do I want to do after college? I want to have to not pay back loans, not work a nine to five, read and write as much as possible (and make a profit off of that), and have that cinderella life (whatever that is). That's not going to happen. I'm going to be worried about paying loans, finding any kind of job to support myself, hopefully I'll be making a profit off of reading and writing (but I might just have to read some stuff I don't want to), and only God knows about that Cinderella life...So, I will not be doing all that I want.

But on the other hand, people say when you get to heaven you have eternal peace. Well, that sounds nice, happy, all that other good stuff, but I don't want to wait til I die to achieve the happiness that I'm looking for. Can't I get peace while I'm still alive??? UGH..

This pet peeve causes for a really angry song so listen..


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