Thursday, January 1, 2009

IT'S A NEW YEAR (2009)

The above is my 2009 MOTTO

Although my second post was all about my past experience with men... this year I want to stop analyzing the past and go with whatever happens now is just how it is. I want to stop focusing on the mistakes I've made and only focus what the future has to bring.....Soooo no more analyzing the past for now.

One of the questions that really makes people think is "where am I going to be five years from now." Well, this year I don't want to focus on five years from now. I just want to get through this year as best I can. I know where I am right now and kind of have the end of the year planned also. That is good enough.

Feelings are hard to escape, but I want to feel with my heart more than my mind. If my heart is giving me a warning sign I want to listen to it. I don't want anyone to talk me out of how I feel. I want this year to be a year of following my heart. I hope that made sense.

Last but not least: "Whatever happens happens"
This year I want to have no regrets. If it happens it happens. There may be tears of joy. There may be tears from pain. Whichever one it is I just want to accept it and not regret it.

Earlier today I was watching a movie on Lifetime. I never caught the name of the movie, but the woman in the movie made a list of things she wanted to do before she turned 30. A month before her 30th birthday she realized she had not done anything on the list so she started working on it.
Like the woman in the movie I feel I need to make a list. I will probably make it a list of things I want to accomplish before the year 2009 is up. It will not be a list dealing with work because I feel that's all my life is as of this moment. I need to have more fun so the list will be a list of fun things to accomplish by the end of the year. I have not started because my mind is blank right this moment of what I want to do. But I will start soon. That will probably be what I next posts is about.

Soooo...until I start my list bye bye blog...

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