I live at home with my parents.
My parents don't understand me.
I'm 23 and I've never had a relationship.
Men make me feel shy.
Every time I develop a hint of a sex life something happens to ruin it.
I'm afraid to splurge because I might not be able to stop once I start.
Sometimes I find comfort in loneliness.
I'm a good girl gone bad.
Well I'm only bad in my imagination.
The things I write about is how I wish my life was.
Well, on the other hand I don't want to birth a white baby.
Sometimes I just want to sleep.
I sincerely believe reality is overrated.
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hi, I read couple of your post- randomly selected
ReplyDeleteI have a question- if you don't mind...
it's been almost 2 years since u wrote this
so howthings have changed ....because reading it I got the feeling that you are unhappy but it feels like a mystery too, cannot explain now, i have to go
but...do u have a follow up to this post?- some link would be appreaciated, I kno i can click on labels/tags- but it would take me HOURS,
anyway. i wish u reply
cheers
ps -my nickname is not sarcastic or anything so u don't think i'm playin or somethin :)
cheers
Oh wow. I forgot about this post. A lot has changed. This was actually written during a summer where I had just graduated from college in the middle of a recession and finding a job was hard. Plus I had opinions around me crushing my spirit and I wasn't strong enough to ignore any of it. Mostly I've gotten better at planning and sticking to my goals, making myself happy, and focusing more on positiveness. Although staying positive takes a lot of work still.
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