Never Should Have (Poem)

Around 24 hours ago while listening to Ashanti's new song Never Should Have, a poem came to mind. I quickly wrote it and placed it under the music video. However, then I realized it belonged in a post by itself. It's from the heart. In was really caught up in my emotions. Enjoy!

Never Should Have

You never should have approached me.

Never should have caught my attention

I should have noticed the signs

You were very self-centered

But I was willing to listen

Even though you were destined to use me

Empty your emotions into my mind

Make me feel sorry for you

In ways make me care for you

Even though it was obvious from the start

You were destined to break my heart

You never should have touched me

Never should have held me

Never should have kissed me

Never should have sexed me

And I never should have let you

You became so close

And of all the Bitches in the world,

I probably needed it the most

Needed your passion to feel me up

Needed to be left with superficial words

Needed to think someone other than me thought of me as sexy

Damn and you probably don’t feel the same

Probably think of me as just a memory

Just another number lost in your iPhone

And even though I never should have given it to you

Never should have let you come over, sleepovers

Never should have let our passion collide

My plan was to make you feel everything I felt inside

Even though I’m trying to sort through my scorned heart

I’d probably do it all over again