Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Baby Dreams

Recently I had a dream about having a baby. In the dream I had a child named Catreece. Catreece was the best thing that ever happened to me. I loved, cherished, and most importantly spoiled her. Everyone in my family loved her too and surprisingly no one was mad about the fact that I had gotten pregnant and had her. That's actually the weird part of the dream.

I was never actually pregnant before Catreece was born. I had the hospital records to prove she was mine, but I never gained weight and I never went through the birth process. Also, I never had a boyfriend or husband in the dream. I was just a happily single mom. Weird, right?

The thing about this is becoming a single mom is one of my biggest fears. I don't want to do the parenthood thing alone. I want to be married, have my kid (girl or boy),  have my comfy 4 (maybe 5) bedroom house, and be living in the city of my dreams (the good dreams).

P.S. Speaking of the baby momma syndrome earlier today I looked on and saw a post about a show in the works called "Real Baby Momma's Of Atlanta." I only have two words for that. HOT MESS!!!

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