Run Away (Poem)

"If you decide to stay, know that there is no escape. There's no one here to save you."-- Brave by  Jhene Aiko 

So I dive in, deeper and deeper, following the sounds of his promises, one date, two; he’s says he’ll do whatever I say…

And then I wait… 

While trying to get lost in the whispers of his lust, where every time it’s just us, and the pleasure is a must, as we add to our memories, the plan is to just let go, move with the flow, while trying to hold onto as much of me as possible…

I’m fading…

Trying not to think of the what-ifs and the buts…We’re just friends that barely know if we’re really meant for each other, whether a one night stand or something a little longer....

Yet through conversations and expectations we’re creating an intimate bond that’s going to be hard to break.

Brake. 

What he doesn’t know is this is just a game and eventually I’ll run away.