Sunday, December 22, 2013

I Owe Me Some Accomplishments (Sunday Reflections)

I owe me some accomplishments. They say life is a game, but some of the things that have happened to me aren't even funny. I deserve to live better and to be less stressed.

It's 4 am in the morning. I've sat here for about 20 minutes writing and deleting every single word. The more I try to follow the yellow brick road to greatness, the more it starts to turn into that horrible horror movie that was made years ago. Did you see it? It was about a group of people determined to find out what happened to a town of people that just up and disappeared decades before. However, they experienced everything except the solving of the mystery. Those people went through Hell and then all of them died in some crazy way. I don't want life to take me through Hell just to have absolutely no positive results by the end.

The other day I wrote out all of the big goals I've ever had. These are all goals that (if followed through) would give me some kind of peace. They would add some kind of completeness to my existence.

Although I've always had a million different plans floating around in my head, 2013 was supposed to be the year of living in the moment. I think I did a pretty good job. However, it's time to figure out how to live in the moment while accomplishing what needs to happen for a better life. After all how can I handle more bills, a possible (renewed) dating life, and a social life if I can't make any progress? I owe me some accomplishments.

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