#WildflowersUnscripted The Last Time I Cried

The last time I cried, I would cry for days at a time. No amount of tears made me feel better, so I just found comfort in continuing to cry. When I wasn't crying I was stressed out or being bossed around. I needed to get away from the environment to start to feel better. 

I still have days where I dream of being somewhere else, but I'm far from those days of constant tears. I can focus on my goals more. I find it easier to follow through with ideas. I think it has something to do with living alone too. I feel more creative when no one else is in my space trying to  force ideas into my head that I never wanted in the first place. 

I haven't cried in a while though and feel no need to at this moment. That has to be a good sign.