Friday, May 10, 2013

The Rooms To Go Experience

"I lose my myself in my mind way too often." Someone recently tweeted this, but it is true for me too. When I lose myself in my mind, it tends to overwhelm me. Why do I get overwhelmed?

I haven't accomplished enough.
I'd like to travel a little more.
There is no time for me to explore.
Will I ever have time to just get up and act upon my wishes?
I still receive more criticism than encouragement.
I get exhausted more times than I get happy.
I don't have many friends.
I don't have anyone to currently hang out with.
Sometimes when ideas hit me I can't act upon them.
I realize that I actually like being alone sometimes.
I have to tell everyone my experiences.
No one wants to be included in my experiences.
Maybe it is all just loneliness talking.

See, I get overwhelmed. When I get overwhelmed I have to do something to get rid of the feeling. Wednesday I had the day off and that overwhelming feeling came on strong. There were things I need but had been putting off.
I bought this.

Like a small night stand to match my bedroom furniture
And a computer desk

Basically I've been needing more storage. Plus I want to decorate a little more. I have paintings that might forever lean against the wall. Plus my walls are so bare the beige color hurts me sometimes. So I was overwhelmed and acted upon this shopping impulse. The place to go was Rooms To Go.
And this.

I bought a computer desk with matching chair, night stand, an extra stand that matched some decoration I already had in my living room, an ottoman for storing unused blankets (although I practically sleep with all the blankets on my bed), and a room separator which is currently leaning against the wall upstairs as decoration. I bought a few too many things.

How does a girl with very little money go overboard? Somebody save me from me please. Or if you think this was a good idea, show me some encouragement.

By encouragement I mean, say "Keep doing you."

Oh, and this all comes after I've had some trouble in my home. There were water leakage problems in several places. Let's pray that's its all fix. Now time to make this place more of a home. I'll be here for a while.

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