Victim Of His Words #30in30, Poem

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Victim of His Words

Becoming a victim of his words

Looking for  female companionship

That was the phrase he used

Some male company 

That's what I need

Physical and spiritual needs haunting me

But he's looking for a girl to chill with

Have great conversation

Claims he doesn't want anything serious

But when those sexual cravings hit

He'll be delirious 

Picking up the phone

Ready for me to say come on

Forever alone

Falling for a love I can never own

"Girl I met a great guy"

Wait no

"Mama I want you to meet my boyfriend"

Oh shoot, never mind

"Everybody, look at that ring"

But that'll never happen

He entices me with his feelings

Saying my new hair color is sexy

And all that reading I do he likes

He's mentioned that I'm his type

But he needs healing

He's confessed that he's tired

The world stresses him out

Then there's no sex available

No female around for him to lean on

So he turns to the blunt

Even when he tries to quit

He keeps going back

He confesses that he needs a quick fix

Forever alone

Falling for a love I can never own

"Girl I met a great guy"

Wait no

"Mama I want you to meet my boyfriend"

Oh shoot, never mind

"Everybody, look at that ring"

But that'll never happen

But I allow him to suffocate me with his words

I can tell he's been hurt

As his broken promises flow

He says one day he'll do better

Just the two of us dinner and a movie

Maybe a picnic in the park

Or like kids we'll go to the skating ring

We'll skate until our feelings become too strong

Then when we can't take it anymore

We'll find a quiet place to let out our moans

But they're just words

I want to believe in his actions

But seems like he gave up a long time ago

Forever alone

Falling for a love I can never own

"Girl I met a great guy"

Wait no

"Mama I want you to meet my boyfriend"

Oh shoot, never mind

"Everybody, look at that ring"

But that'll never happen

Falling into victimization 

It started with physical chemistry

And some mental compatible-ness  

Continued with broken promises

And escalated with no actions

Only words to show his attraction

And although I'm alone

Still single

The words he's used

Sexy

Beautiful

Looking for female companionship

Gives me a little hope 

One day he might actually change